I am currently on a journey of self discovery.
I have always had a bit of a hippy/bohemian side. But in recent years I had also realized I have a side of me that wishes to submit as part of the BDSM lifestyle.
Is it possible to combine both?
One is carefree, yet the other relies on discipline.
One is do as thy wishes, the other do as thy Sir wishes.
Can I be torn in two more different ways?
Both will see me on a journey of Self Discovery.
One entirely self guided. The other would have someone who will help guide me.
What do I want?
What do I need?
Right now I think I will go do some Crocheting. It always helps to calm my mind though this is a problem some crocheting and a cup of tea won’t fix.
Need lot’s of tea and someone to talk to for this.
But who to talk to?