Another Down Day

Insomnia has struck again. I thinks it’s due to my meds. I have been a little forgetful with them.

It will get better after tomorrow. Pension day, which means I will have money to buy the one I”d run out of and was trying to ration.

My Friend ended up in the PECC (Psychiatric Emergency Care Centre) last night at one of the hospitals. He took himself. this is about the fourth time in the last couple of months.

I don’t know how much more of this I can take. He is set in his ways. Unwilling to give things a second chance, Just because he had a bad experience with something in the past, he doesn’t believe that things may have changed and that he may have better success with services now.

It’s frustrating. not just for my mental health.

But Physical and emotional…………………. and Sexual health.

Their all connected.

It was all good in the beginning. But what I liked about him in the beginning now annoys me. I didn’t notice at first, but he chews with his mouth open, he’s a really noisy chewer.

Every joke is a dirty Joke. Don’t get me wrong, I like dirty jokes. But when everything is a joke, mainly about coping something in the “blurta” (ass) it gets a bit much.

On a good point, My Ex is looking to catch up for a coffee after work tomorrow afternoon. Finally, We’ve trying to do it for months but something always comes up. I am looking forward to it, He’s a good man. Just not a good Boyfriend for me. I could actually do with one of his hugs right now, because he’s so big you can just snuggle in. 🙂

One thing I do know I need right now is a man who knows how to treat is girl, look after her, Love her, devour her.

become a stripper

Goodnight  saying


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