I hate Christmas.
Don’t get me wrong I love giving gifts.
I love the look on peoples faces when I give them something.
I don’t like getting gifts though.
I guess I don’t feel worthy of receiving anything.
I don’t like getting gifts from people I don’t really know.
I always question why I am being given a gift, Especially if it isn’t my birthday or Christmas.
What do they want from me?
Christmas and my birthday I only celebrate for my Nephews. It’s for them only.
I’d rather spend it like any other time of the year. OK, maybe go to the movies or something as a treat.
The best birthday I had was with my Ex. I told him not to buy he a gift and he didn’t. It was a quiet day like any other. No cake no nothin’. Loved it. I think one year, instead of a gift he took me to the movies. Perfect.
One reason I hate Christmas is because I am forced to spend time with my family.
It’s not on my terms as to when I see them.
I can’t make it the weekend before or the weekend after.
I can’t make it a visit that only lasts a few hours.
I HAVE to spend a couple of days with them.
I hate Christmas!!!!